Fireworks

I already talked about a passion of mine, that is TV series. And now I decided to talk about something that is really helping me through some difficult times: MUSIC!

I always just listened to the music that was hit in the radio station, but when I came out to a friend he showed me some music videos, and it was so great for me to hear the message the lyrics have.

So,  just hear the songs:

(I couldnt upload the original version)

The fucking awesome new song came from Katy Perry - Fireworks



See yah!

Updated

Oh..I'm so jealous of bloggers that can make an update every week (or every month) Congrats guys.. and I'm so sorry for those who are trying to follow this blog (no one yet >>> hey guys. follow me!)

But I'll try to keep it updated from now on... The promisses for 2011 has already  began...

New world!

Hey guys,
Last week was amazing. I had two parties that were so much fun. One party was a college theme party, where everyone should wear ridiculous combination of clothes. There was this guy that I know, he was just with underwear and toothpick. He was so drunk in the middle of the party, and the sound was loud, so we were talking really close each other, there was no kissing, but it was good to feel his nose in my cheek. We work together in a extra curricular activity, and the other day we were talking about money, and we said that there is always the option of making money with a ass fuck, I almost said that I dont need money for that, kkkkk. Oh I forgot... his name is #E.
The other party was in my home town, more private. We were in a country house, and we all got so drunk. I can still remember the beggining of the party and we starting to dance and then, I was helping a girl friend that was throwing up and we went to the hospital. Everything is ok now! But the best was the talk after all this happened, because I found out that 2 of my best friend had a gay kiss. They are like my brothers. I laugh for hours. They are completly straight (It doesnt matter, because I dont want to kiss them anyway) and they said that another friend is completly open mind, and make out with everything that moves in front of him. His name is S. And he is really cute, and without knowing that he might be bissexual, when I was drunk at the party, I told to a friend "Oh, S. is hot, I totally make out with him". Unbelievable! I have to be more controlled. 

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 The zip code of the world is getting better and better. Dont yoy think so? And CW in general is great this season. It seens that Vampire Diaries can also bring some gay to the main storyline! My dream would be little Gilbert hooking up with Tylerwolf!

I dont mind if just Tylerwolf sucks cook!

But an action with his uncle would be awsome too!

See yah !

OMG!!!!

I was just about to start writing this new post about one of my favorite passions on earth >>> TV Shows. So, I was looking for photos (I think the blog need some hot photos to attract some hot viewers), and suddenly ... OMG, I found a spoiler revealing the gay caracter of 90210.

I dont know if you guys watch this show, but now there is a fucking good reason why you should.

Lets start talking about the "candidates" for the gay caracter, that was announced a couple of months ago: 

From the right to the left. Lian, Navid and Teddy.

>> spoilers alert.

Do I have to say something about Navid? He dont even have a hot photo to be posted... his big V screan outloud...So, yeah, I was looking forward to Liam or Teddy be the my coming out/jacking off inspiration. And my wish came true! Teddy is going to have a gay storyline. 

Take a look

OMG again! ... And to help him through it, there is going to be a newbie star on the show:

Cant wait for the real action between these guys!

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I spend last week in a small conference, and there was this guy, that I'm gonna call HC. 

I know that HC is gay, but he doesn't know about me. I had never payed attention to him, because we usually dont have many contact. I've known him for 2 months. He is from another country, and he's making an exchange in my city untill the end of the year.

Beeing with him the whole weekend was great.. he is so cute, and I love people with accent!!! I guess I have a crush on him... now I have to let him know about it.

See yah

Welcome to my life!

Hey you!

Well, one of the reasons that I'm making a blog is exactly because of this: I'm gay. Done, I've said already, and that is something I would never ever do with someone that I just meet!  Now I can share all my dirty secrets!

I'm a brasilian boy, 21, student of engineering and I already made huge steps to come out of the closet. Probabily I'll write about it in the next posts.
I never realized how hard is to write something untill now, because I really love to read some blogs, and the reading is so quickly and the text is so simple, so spontaneous... maybe its just me, anyway.. congrats for everyone who can write, I'm jealous!


I really dont know about what the blog is gonna be, I just needed someone to talk to, and here I can talk to everyone, and maybe some of you might want to talk too (just email me). So, I think there is going to be a lot of my life ... and my life is not that interesting. Thats why I'm up to change... look for more adventures and enjoy more this moment.. and really soon, there will be a thousand stories for U.